hmmm..

29th august 2010
hmm, straight to the point >> today my mother sat me down and said she thought my food patterns had started to get out of hand again. she has made a food plan for a whole week that the whole family has to follow. i thought it was stupid but she said she was doing ti for slimming world or as she calls it "fat fighters" LOL :') she probably thinks i'm fat enough to need to lose weight. idk if i should do it, i mean i'll be having about 1000 so if i don't lose i should definitly maintain. ugh! it annoys me that i don't have control over what i eat. i think i'll try it for the week, i mean it's the least i can do tbh. but i refuse to eat breakfast, or puddings. she laughed when i said that, but agreed i didn't have to eat breakfast, i've never eaten breakfast anyway. she said i could have puddings and treats provided i don't eat over 15 syns. fuck syns or whatever they are. puddings = calories = junk food = not part of "plan". i'm stopping my plan anyway, i've only lost 2lbs which is not enough.