25th november 2010

yay i'm at home again today, it's meant to snow soon mind so i'm glad :D i had to beg though, and i'm not allowed to spend the whole day in bed. fml. being ill sucks ):
anyway, i didn't eat yesterday, and not yet today either, and it's 2 o'clock and i've been up since half past five. bit by bit i'm welcoming control back into my life. and that's good.

did i mention i gained last week? yeah i did. two fucking pounds anyway, i'm like 108lbs now. fluctuating much! that's gona stop soon though :D i've not even binged in forever. can't even remember the last time i binged, and all the shitty foods people give me is going in my "binge box". i hide it, and i haven't even eaten any of the shit that's in there. well fucking done babes xD wanna see inside? ;)

god, people must think i'm really really weird now. oh well. fuck them. i don't care anymore. i'm carefree.