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Tuesday, 30 November 2010

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cadburys flake dipped. 280 calories. that's a no-no. straight to the "binge-box" that's for sure!

carrots (17), veggie fingers (98), cheesy potato stuff (84) = 199 calories. yeye, not all the potato. burn it off. crunches. sleep five hours later. on left side. try not to throw up. sounds like a plan. see ya later man. another exam tomorrow. see ya.

29th november 2010

i fucking hate mondays. shittiest day of the week. shit lessons at school today too; double geography. fml. but holly&lauren the double act cheered me right up xD haha, so holly put on my glasses and put her hair in two ponytails, then i was like holly you look like a peng ned. she had no idea what i meant. so i translated to you look like a fit nerd. she actually LOL'ed st my vocabulary. ahwell, thats welsh people for you. they just sound like the bunch off gavin&stacey. chav alert! ;)
yeah, and i ate. i ate bad D: it was 2 veggie fingers, some diet chip thingies and sweetcorn. fat pig! -.- ahwell, misfits always cheers me up, pmsl i was :') anyway, i've got an english exam tomorrow, providing the school's not closed cz of the snow. but seriously school's got more chance of closing for the snow as i've got a chance of getting skinny.

~ ~ adieu ~ ~

Sunday, 28 November 2010

if you really want to know.

okay, well i got asked exactly what was in my "binge box" by someone anonymous. here goes,,

okay:

1 double decker chocolate bar,

1 galaxy mistletoe bar,

1 cadbury's chocolate mini roll,

1 vienese mint chocolate bar,

1 slimming world chocolate hifi bar,

1 packet of cheese dorito's,

1 packet of onion ring crisps,

2 mars bars,

2 pain au chocolats,

3 packets of cadbury's chocolate buttons,

3 bags of butterkist popcorn,

3 bags of orange shortbreads,

3 twix chocolate bars,

3 bags of tesco crisps (2 cheese and onion, 1 prawn cocktail),

5 penguin wafer bars,

5 club chocolate bas (3 orange, 2 mint),

7 fruit breakfats bars (idk),

9 packets of go-ahead bars.

that is it, i hope it helped to clear up any issues you had. bye :')

wooooo

yay. i've finally updated this shit :D and guess what? 106 fucking lbs today. get in. lost a lb since yesterday. the scale says 7st10, but the thing is my scale is wrong and always says anyoe is 2lbs heavier then they actually are. sucks. anyway, i'm buzzing so much i'm singing along to jay z. what a beast, phwoaaar xD "life's a game and it's not fair, i break the rules so i don't care, so i keep doing my own thing, walking tall against the rain, victory's within the mile, almost there don;t give up now, only thing that's on my mind, is who's gonna run this town toniteeee." i worship that song. i actually GET the lrics. victory being within the mile and all that shit. oh yes.

27th november 2010

hey. good day. good mood. good life. everythings good :D

25th november 2010

hmm, ceebs to write owt today. i had 200 calories exactly today mind D: erm, well i went to school and had to do a science exam i missed yesterday. piece of cake it was. haha ironic that :L hmm, and i have two english exams next week. best go and prepare for them like, i suck at descriptive writing and something to do with writing a narrative or something? idk :\ ohwell. ta-raaaaaaaa.

25th november 2010

yay i'm at home again today, it's meant to snow soon mind so i'm glad :D i had to beg though, and i'm not allowed to spend the whole day in bed. fml. being ill sucks ):
anyway, i didn't eat yesterday, and not yet today either, and it's 2 o'clock and i've been up since half past five. bit by bit i'm welcoming control back into my life. and that's good.

did i mention i gained last week? yeah i did. two fucking pounds anyway, i'm like 108lbs now. fluctuating much! that's gona stop soon though :D i've not even binged in forever. can't even remember the last time i binged, and all the shitty foods people give me is going in my "binge box". i hide it, and i haven't even eaten any of the shit that's in there. well fucking done babes xD wanna see inside? ;)