december?

pinch punch it's the first of the month, no return. haha yay december. shit, that means advent calenders. fucksake, i've two aswell. ohwell, i'll just conveniently forget to eat them or give them to my brother; i hate wasting food.

oeighdjso\ejhitn;f. bad mood. i want snow, so i can stay at home in my warm, comfy bed! but no, snow has not yet had a chance to grace the areas of morriston comprehensive school. fucking sucks -.- i mean seriously, my old school has been closed all this week and i've been at school doing my english exam - (yeyeye i actually think it went well bitchez!). so yeah. life sucks. and i have a maths test tomorrow. fml. i mean, i actually excell at maths, but i find it too boring cz it's too fucking easy. one less bad test mark to worry about eh? i'll just read harry potter fanfictions instead, cz no offence to maths but i've got better things to do with my time then sit and revise for a test that i know the answers for. fuck that shit.

yawn, i'm so tired. i should really go to bed i'm that tired! ;o but i reeeeeally wanna watch the apprentice later; cz it's amazing. you should watch it :') hmm i've changed my mind, i might nap instead of reading fanfictions, then watch the apprentice, then catch up on the last 4 vampire diaries episodes i've missed, then exercise if i have any energy left, and finally sleep. though tbh, i'll probably fall asleep watching vampire diaries. gah, i can never make my fucking mind up these days. it's too fucked up to function properly, lol.

hmm, this is a rather long post isn't it? ;) i know there's one more thing that i wanted to post about, but i really can't remember! it's actually really pissing me off now mind D; bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh,bleugh. oh yeah;; christmas. okay so like i'm spending christmas with my dad in kent (which is in england) from the 24th-29th and i'm getting loads and i mean loads of presents from him. and my grandad is buying both my brother and me a new laptop, i'm getting money and itunes/clothes vouchers from my aunts and uncles, and i'm getting perfume from my dad when he goes on a romantic trip to rome with his girlfriend just before he picks us up. good haul this yeah actually, but like my mothers getting all worked up about it cz she absolutely cannot afford owt for us this year, i just asked for a nice candle set with smellies so hopefully i'll get that, but my shitty little welsh bratty selfish step-brother wants about £100 of shit. haha LOL at him, cz he's not getting any of it. probably only about £10-20 each from my mother. ohwell, christmas isn't always about the presents. it's about giving, and the spirit of just lounging in front of the telly all day watching shrek, and the soaps, and best of all;; the doctor who special :'D.
gah, there's gonna be a helluva lot of food mind, i gotta go to a three course meal christmas eve with the whole 'taylor' clan. should be fun. naaaaaat. i'm supposedly eating;
.. starter ~ french onion soup.
.. main course ~ roast turkey meal with all the trimmings.
.. dessert ~ creme brulee.
okay, so the soup's alritee, the main i'm eating the veg but not the meat, and dessert i'll try and get out of by hiding it. idk D: shit. must plan that. gah, and the sweets, biscuits, crackers, tins of chocolates, crisps etc on christmas day everyone will be stufing their faces with. fuck! i really need control by christmas. or else, i'll just be a bigger and fatter fail than i am now, which obviously isn't hard to achieve but, urgh i hate regrets. fucksake, why did this have ti be so hard? ):