R.I.P

11 september 2010
it's 9/11 today. i watched a documentary on channel 4 earlier about the twin towers suicide attack. it was horrific. i mean seriously, where was God on 9/11? that's the question.
i was actually meant to go and watch my stepdads mother fly a plane today (ironic isn't it?) but the rain cancelled it. oh well, i just stayed inside doing nothing. and i ate, nothing over 500 calories so that's okay but i still feel sick :\