ugh. i deserve a fucking medal for not fainting today. seriously, i had to sit my science b1b gcse exam thingy and i just couldn't concentrate. gah, i was doing the higher tier section but i just know i fucked it up so i went back and did the foundation too. i think i failed it. damn, and i'll need it for my future job as well :\
i cut last night, and tonight. i recarved FAT onto my hip, and a sad smiley on my leg. it was such a release. i deserved the pain, cz i had just under 500 calories when i really shouldn't have. the stupid exam. i fucking went and ate 200 fucking calories at lunch before the exam didn't i? what a failure of a day. fuck me skinny.
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