ho,ho,ho,,merry christmas! woohoo it's christmas so deck the halls with bells of holly. FALALALALALALALALA<3
haha i'm the only one awake, and it's been that way since 7am, lol.
i'm on my bill upstairs in the study, with my grandad next door in his room, my great-nan in the spare room, my brother in the conservatory downstairs and my dad and his girlfriend in the caravan outside. brrrrr much!
so yeah, i'm bored. think i might go and watch dear john. byebye :)

hey! long time no posting, i'm sorry. i was in the car all today coming from wales to kent,, there's like zero snow here compared to swansea! ;o but yeah, everything is good :) i'm on my new laptop from my grandad which was my xmas present. me and my brither (who also got one) were sat next to each other with our headphones in talking on msn via webcam too. i'm surprised we didn't strangle each other, lol :')
gaaaaaaaaaah! my dad gave me a entire circular reusable tub thingy of celebrations! (N) and my brother gave me all his strawberry creams cz he had a tin of roses. i mean i gave him my milky ways, and my dad the snickers but still that is ALOT of chocolate. combined with my step-mum's tin of hero's which she gave me some of. kill me now please? :) and i'll give you my chocolates? pffffffffffft. and i have a three course family meal tomorrow night. great. imma gain so much weight this xmas if i ate normally. ewwwwwww. alcohol makes you gain too! :( my dad got me WKD. shiteeeeeee.

karma's a bitch. deal with it bitch,, i have.
god i hate immature people who don't think before they speak. so insensitive! if every person who has in the past treated someone like shit in a really insensitive way was wiped from the earth, i think there'd only be about ten people left. people who deserve to be treated like royalty no matter what. god, i fucking hate those pricks who think they can get away with practically murder. it's horrible watching someone you love and care for wanting to die because of hateful words said to them at one point in their life, probably recently though. if I could I'd lock the bastard who said that shit in a grungy prison and throw away the key. that bastard doesn't deserve to live a great life at the expensue of other citezens of the world and their feelings. they are people,, just like you for christ sake!

shit. purged. I mean it's no big deal I guess as it was just what I had all day which was a veggie korma at dinner. ew it was anging! I ate the sweetcorn, green beans and peppers but that's it. bleurgh this day couldn't get any worse. night -.-

ugh I'm having a seriously bad 'fat' day today D:
~ I've changed my clothes six times.
~ I spent an hour crying while looking in the mirror.
~ I drew picture upon picture of my fatness.
~ I cut.
~ I weighed myself.
~ I've not eaten anything yet today.
~ I want to die.

haha I slept all afternoon, until tea time ;o
I had sausage and beans. but I didn't eat any beans, just my one veggie sausage, nomnom <3 yeah and that is it. along with about five glasses of marshmallow squash, which I found out was strawberry and vanilla flavour. damn I'm clever xD pffft I didn't even have any coffees today because of it, like woaaah! something must be up cz I never go a day without one and it's dead weird cz I made loads of hot drinks using the damn kettle for everyone else. at least no one can say I'm mean, lol :') I want coffee now! bye.

ahhhh just realised that yesterday's calories count was actually 425, as I messed up the coffee :L
oooooooh, guess what? WE HAVE SNOW, and lots of it! I woke up at seven this morning ready to go to school and give megan her birthday present but schools closed! man why couldn't that have been last week when we had lessons? geeez. so yeah.
went out in the snow with my brothers having a fight at eight in the morning when it's still partially dark rules! :') burned loads of calories running and then I did indoor aerobics and yoga babes xD all in all it's been great so far, and I've only had 87 calories in a slice of toast :'D gaaaah I love toast, I used to hate it mind but now I love it! woooo. good day. I'll post pictures later but now I wanna sleep,, au revoir.